It’s been two months, but I’m finally back. 100%. Just I don’t feel sad. Not anymore. I’m getting back into old routines, I’m eating, I’m smiling, and just I feel happy. I’ve gotten things done, and finally have the Lexus. I’m fb official with the guy I love, who always makes me feel like a princess. There are no downs, only ups, and I don’t feel the need to stress over my relationships. He loves me and I love him. And it’s crazy how far and fast things have moved in a month. But I just feel on top of the world right now.
I didn’t think it could happen again. And I didn’t think it would happen better, but it did. We’ve spent every single day together the past three weeks in a row (except today but we facetimed for like 2 hours). He makes time for me because he wants to be with me. I’m worth the fight and sacrifices. He makes me feel worth it. I love him.
So I’m kind of a princess 😉👑💕
Mum and pup! 🌸🐶 #penelopuppy
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He invited me to Hawaii over winter break. I had an actual invitation to Hawaii with my boyfriend and his family. And my parents of course said no. Why would they say yes? They don’t care for my happiness. It doesn’t matter if I pay my own way, with my hard earned money. It’s ‘inappropriate’. Right. And leaving me for 2.5 weeks with a boyfriend and an empty house wasn’t? The conversation ended with them threatening to disown me. That’s a ‘new’ one. There’s a reason why I don’t want to spend a week with them in Tahoe.
Just let me be irrational; I know. I just had my hopes up is all. Hawaii with someone I care about who has been amazing this past month and wants nothing more than my happiness sounds like a wild fantasy. I guess it’ll have to stay that way. Some things are just too good to be true.
You might want to be suited up for this.
"This is more depressing than a Tori Amos cover band."
I almost d i d n ’ t press it.
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